What is your biggest Regret?!

Some people have many, for me it's a handful of things but the one that plays heavy on my heart and my mind is I never got to tell my friend who I secretly loved just how much he meant to me because I was too scared he wouldn't feel the same.

He took his own life at 17.. He has always felt part of my life even though his spirit left a long time ago, I've even told my kids about the adventures we had.

It's been almost 19 years since I last saw and hugged him. I hope in the afterlife I'll get to tell him just how much he meant to me ❤

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Coppercoil · M Best Comment

Sorry I forgot my regret..

Not seeing my own worth. It's destroyed my life, by forcing me down a road of poor decision making as I've settled over and over again for less than I deserve. Now I've seen it, finally see what I could have had all this time, I feel It's too late and I can't get out of the hole I've got myself into. I feel It's my fate to torture myself into a early grave, just to get all this over with. The realization of what could have been, is far worse than the feeling of just being not worth what I've always wanted.

Beautywithin · 36-40, F

@Coppercoil It's never too late, ok things may not be exactly the same as you once wanted, but you can make a different ending. ❤

Coppercoil · M

@Beautywithin ok.. so then we're going to run away together, start over?