I've been trying to fix my life for so long and each time I change something it messes up even more. I want to start again but I don't think that can happen. Maybe it's time to just settle for how things are and not try to change anything.
@Senecaa I think a lot of people feel the same no matter what age they are. I think it's just harder the older you get because there are less opportunities and a lot of things are no longer interesting enough to bother with. That's true in my case.
