Has anyone felt like giving up?

I have been through hell and back recently with dealing with divorce and being harassed at work. My wife chose drugs and nicotine over me, and now I’m alone. She’s in rehab i finished packing up her stuff. She didn’t want me and my parents were just abusive and didn’t care how I felt. I was bullied all my life. I just want someone to love and for that person to love me……..