I can't take much more of this....

I have an infection that is slowly ruining my body and it is coursing me crazy problems now.
If you've seen my other post you will know I've had an on going problem for over a year now and I have finally got an appointment on the 17 but it's got to the point where I'm struggling two go now. I'm terrified that I might rip in half. Just hope they can sort this problem out and soon