Watching an interview and it got me thinking about my attractions and relationship patterns
I love these interviews, hearing about people's lives and traumas. I wanna hug nearly all of em. I have a big crush on her though, I dunno if it's the natural beauty with the accent and the slight tomboyishness and the way she carries herself but damn she's so my type. She made me think of an ex who was really similar, and about the people I tend to fall for. I tend to wanna fix people as when they have past issues, I have some weird subconscious saviour complex.
I just think having the ability to make someone feel that happy by being around em is great, I love it. It's usually painful in the end for me though, at least in the past anyway. I don't look at em like a charity case, or look on purpose for hurt people, I think it just awakens a natural part of me that wants to make people better. It feels like a pure part of me that's remained untouched regardless of everything in life, I find that comforting. Anyway, it just triggered that train of thought.
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NR8Xq3Txq4&t=923s&ab_channel=SoftWhiteUnderbelly]
I just think having the ability to make someone feel that happy by being around em is great, I love it. It's usually painful in the end for me though, at least in the past anyway. I don't look at em like a charity case, or look on purpose for hurt people, I think it just awakens a natural part of me that wants to make people better. It feels like a pure part of me that's remained untouched regardless of everything in life, I find that comforting. Anyway, it just triggered that train of thought.
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NR8Xq3Txq4&t=923s&ab_channel=SoftWhiteUnderbelly]
31-35, M
