Can i ask this without getting slaughtered?
A married woman was going through a lot of emotional turmoil in her life before , she had problems with her husband and one night down in a beach she made a move for ne and I stopped her , so I messaged her that night and told I cant meet up with her no more . The following day she called up to my house and that night she asked did I wanma go for a spin so I said yes . We ended up in a beach and she met me and it happened again about 5 times .
So then I realized she was getting back at her husband over what he did to her and took it out on me .
After when it finished she turned around to me and said smiling " you like the bad girls" and that's what happened . I never went the full way with her but do you think it's a sin in gods eyes what happened cause being honest my soul isn't right since it happened. The same woman ended up meeting another 4 fellas in that time to get back at her husband and she told me that the love wasnt there no more . I dunno how she's doing nowadays cause I didnt see her in a long time . I hope she's doing better but most of my life the emotional problems or turmoil I went through , the common denominator is woman in my life ,
I cant understand that or is it that are all woman like that . I just need to know that honestly cause when I'm not with then I'm more content and I dont feel that theres a threat in my life when I'm not with them . I cant hit them all with the one brush but all my experiences of pain had to do with woman and when I was younger I got hurt bad by this fella and then I started to look for a woman in my life for comfort .
Can anyone out there figure out this pattern . I'd really appreciate it
So then I realized she was getting back at her husband over what he did to her and took it out on me .
After when it finished she turned around to me and said smiling " you like the bad girls" and that's what happened . I never went the full way with her but do you think it's a sin in gods eyes what happened cause being honest my soul isn't right since it happened. The same woman ended up meeting another 4 fellas in that time to get back at her husband and she told me that the love wasnt there no more . I dunno how she's doing nowadays cause I didnt see her in a long time . I hope she's doing better but most of my life the emotional problems or turmoil I went through , the common denominator is woman in my life ,
I cant understand that or is it that are all woman like that . I just need to know that honestly cause when I'm not with then I'm more content and I dont feel that theres a threat in my life when I'm not with them . I cant hit them all with the one brush but all my experiences of pain had to do with woman and when I was younger I got hurt bad by this fella and then I started to look for a woman in my life for comfort .
Can anyone out there figure out this pattern . I'd really appreciate it
41-45, M
