Some random thoughts I've had. Will edit
1. I've found the difference in gin, Beefeater is way better than gordons gin.
2. Sw is really different from EP in the way where people shared way more personal stuff on there. On here whenever someone shares really traumatic experiences its almost always a disguised fetish.
3. I wonder what I should do to feel like I'm having fun. In the abscence of anything as such I just keep playing the same game over and over and it's really not that fun, but it does help a bit. Drinking alcohol is absolutely not the answer to it so I'm taking it way more chill than before.
4. I've been thinking about the past, when I would have a smoke in the summertime when I was 13-15 and it felt so special. I had a constant sense of nostalgia back then because I knew that those feelings would disappear and never come back. In a sense it was nostalgia for the future and present, but never the past. Now I don't even feel nostalgia for those times because honestly they were really difficult, but I remember how I felt and it was nice. Like the time I went down with my gf to get 1g of weed from some stranger and we just sat on the bus and it felt like we were in some kind of animation.
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2. Sw is really different from EP in the way where people shared way more personal stuff on there. On here whenever someone shares really traumatic experiences its almost always a disguised fetish.
3. I wonder what I should do to feel like I'm having fun. In the abscence of anything as such I just keep playing the same game over and over and it's really not that fun, but it does help a bit. Drinking alcohol is absolutely not the answer to it so I'm taking it way more chill than before.
4. I've been thinking about the past, when I would have a smoke in the summertime when I was 13-15 and it felt so special. I had a constant sense of nostalgia back then because I knew that those feelings would disappear and never come back. In a sense it was nostalgia for the future and present, but never the past. Now I don't even feel nostalgia for those times because honestly they were really difficult, but I remember how I felt and it was nice. Like the time I went down with my gf to get 1g of weed from some stranger and we just sat on the bus and it felt like we were in some kind of animation.
List will grow
26-30, M
