Patience Once Again

With everything that has happen on 2020 and the way 2021 is advancing, seems like I need to work on my patience as always. That hope on someone, waiting for the opportunity in life, forgiving others, bothering friends to care and ask how they're doing even if they never don't do the same, thinking I'm being notice but a quick reality check and it is not how I thought it's been all along. I'm young for my age, pretty soon I'll be turning 24 but it seems each year goes by, I feel like I'm losing part of myself. And some part of me I don't recognize anymore. The greatest fear is that it would have been all in vain, pointless, worthless. My guts tell me what the outcome might be but I'm still holding on to hope and being patience. I guess that's life after all. ~ Life•