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I only count my first as the one I had with my boyfriend.
It was very sudden. I'm scared of men because of sexual abuse and yet I trust him a lot.
He nudged my chin up while we were cuddling with my head on his chest. I didn't understand what he was doing, hell maybe he wanted to see my eyes since I was so anxious when it comes to men that I avoided his eyes and had my head down a lot or I closed my eyes.
It was like a dam to all my emotions suddenly broke. I wanted to pull away a little since it was sudden but then was fine with it. He was trying so hard not to scare me away by being too touchy with me. His hands were shaking when he went to hold my face with them.Just very cautious not to scare me.
It was very sudden. I'm scared of men because of sexual abuse and yet I trust him a lot.
He nudged my chin up while we were cuddling with my head on his chest. I didn't understand what he was doing, hell maybe he wanted to see my eyes since I was so anxious when it comes to men that I avoided his eyes and had my head down a lot or I closed my eyes.
It was like a dam to all my emotions suddenly broke. I wanted to pull away a little since it was sudden but then was fine with it. He was trying so hard not to scare me away by being too touchy with me. His hands were shaking when he went to hold my face with them.Just very cautious not to scare me.