Why am I still alive? Iv been thinking alot lately, whats the point in me fighting to stay...

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Iv been thinking alot lately, whats the point in me fighting to stay alive. I dont have a death wish or anything, but logicaly i know that iv experienced everything im likely to. so whats the point?

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luctoretemergo · 61-69, M

Dude - I hope your not ill or have some condition that requires you to fight but your only 31-35, you ain't seen nothing yet kid! I'm going to swear (sorry people) but the shit that happened to me in my 40's! My 50's we're even better!...yeah, I'm 60 now but I am far from dead! Dude I went on a great bike ride this morning and a deer - a friggin huge deer was just right there next to me man....maybe sounds like noting but to just see it, feel it, see it bound away into the woods....that's why you fight to live!...well, and I was out watering my lawn and my beautiful neighbor was running in a sports bra and spanks and she asked me to squirt her with the hose (cuz it's so hot out)....so yeah, it AINT OVER UNTIL IT'S OVER! Be Here Now my man!

JatzNeine · 31-35, M

@luctoretemergo iv led a pretty wild like until i was about 20ish. just focused on trying to find something to get me excited about stuff.people tell me im depressed but i dont think thats the case. its more like im just tired

luctoretemergo · 61-69, M

@JatzNeine I hear ya...and depression is no joke so if it gets to where your not getting out of bed in the morning, get help! I know it's a lot of doom and gloom out there (especially now) but man, there's a world out there to be had! Take it! :) Be well my friend!

Bc8627 · 26-30, F

@JatzNeine Sounds to me like depression, and you should see someone. It doesn't mean you need to go on Prozac or anything but just to have a serious chat with someone, a doctor or a therapist. Life can seem meaningless at times but I would try focus on one thing you like, even a computer game, and think on the good things about it! Yes, there are so many games that are about destruction of some kind but you could focus on how well you're doing, or even on laughable aspects. If you like tv, a particular show focus on the characters and how they deal with things in the scenes and ponder. I'm only twenty three and I have focussed on many aspects of my life even after a deep depression after my grandfather died. He and I were very close!