Well, it finally happened.
[i]"Every one deserves the truth and you deserve more than me I'm going through something that's only going to hurt others and I don't want to hurt you nor keep you from being happy, I'm just not sure how to tell you so however I still want you in my life but I think we both deserve a true happiness and you won't get that with me I'm so very sorry but I can't keep feeling this way .I love you but I have long road of recovery ahead of me and I don't need this nagging feeling that I'm failing you I need to focus on getting my self situated. Again I'm very sorry 馃様馃槥.when we talk it's always the same topics I don't feel it going anywhere and if I'm being honest I need physical contact and it's just not the same with this long distance I wish I wouldn't have jumped to the fast I was hurting and wanted to mend it but not at your expense I hope you'll forgive me and still be my friend. If not I wish you the best of luck and stay safe."[/i]
