Do you find that everything is conditional? Does this make everything feel shallow, or like a transaction for you?

it is conditional...closest thing we get to acceptance is maybe our parents/siblings love but that has its limits as well. its saddening because movies/tv/stories preach the beauty of unconditional love and internally, i think we all have a disposition to want that from others, but its unrealistic as well. i've never really come to terms with it, i still want it, but i know its pretty much impossible to get, so still figuring that one out