Done. Just done...

I took a few days off here (and elsewhere) to clear my head. Just spent some time wrestling with the rising darkness and preparing for a coming storm in my personal life.

The problem is, it's those times alone in the dark when the beast rattles his cage the most. It's in these moments, when life and loneliness threaten to swallow me whole, and I reach points I fear I may never come back from.

I made myself sign in today ("just for a little while..." I told myself), because I was sinking too deep and felt human interaction could do me some good.

I'm not sure I was ready though.