Who in your life do you love the most?

i think me mum. Even though she has been (besides my father) my biggest manipulator, i have no explanation for why she is my weakness. She is the one i hate, but the first one in my list that i love. I can take a bullet for her. I can't save her, but i can take the first bullet and fall. She can take ten and still stand. So she still ridicules me for collapsing.
I still continue to be a fool for her.