I failed as a daughter..

I live at home, age 24. I have a rocky releationship with my mother. When the check bounces, they argue and then she puts her frustration on me.

I got a contract to work at the schools cafeteria... but sadly I havent been getting calls.

I joined this rehabilitation services to help me coach and get better at jobs ( I've lost a few jobs with terrible anxiety ) so she told me to go there.

everything seemed fine and she acted like she understood my struggles.

but today an argument happened between then, her telling me to grow up and get over my anxiety ..

isnt the point of this job counseling is to help me get better?..

I feel hurt..depressed... she was happy with me joining and now this. now shes talking ill about me in the other room.

this is why I drink to make myself feel better.

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Nutshell29 · 26-30, F

You know I'm your age and also have a bad relationship with my mom she also takes her frustrations on me. I get abused verbally and emotionally every day. People don't realize how hard it is to actually get the courage to just get up and leave. I'm also in that program too, they want me to go to counseling but I'm afraid to tell my mom because she will have to take me and she gets tired after work too.

ExperienceDLT · M

@Nutshell29 no matter how old you are your parents should support you not try to tear you down I'm sorry you had to get treated like that

Nutshell29 · 26-30, F

Thing is I think I deserve it. I know I don't, but I feel like I do.@ExperienceDLT

ExperienceDLT · M

@Nutshell29 you don't deserve it even if you feel you do I promise you dont

Nutshell29 · 26-30, F

It's going to effect my future relationships I know it will. No one seems to understand what I go through I see myself in this author. I'm hoping she gets help I blew it @ExperienceDLT

ExperienceDLT · M

@Nutshell29 well I don't know you but I do believe that there will be someone out there that will accept you for who you are and will understand you so don't give up on finding that someone ok good luck to you