Have you decided it's time to stand up for yourself?
I have a month ago, and let me tell you I'm actually scared of what's about to come in the near future of what about I'm to do.
22-25
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rckt148 · 61-69, M
BlackBloodDemon · 22-25
@rckt148 Sometimes when you've been in an environment for years where you've been manipulated, controlled, and you can't be your true self, you just have to go for it because nothing will change. Things are already bad and they may get much much worse, but at least you've done something that will make you much stronger. Sometimes you need to give yourself bad experience so you know what to do for the next time. Bad experience can give you good experience.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@BlackBloodDemon I am the king of starting over
Its hell to go from owning your own company and your successful ,,you get to live your dream ,your a star
And your health robs it all away and you loose your wife and end up homeless .and disabled ,,but in months I record an album and I
Find my kids I have not seen for 12 yrs ,,so you go to watch your oldest graduate high school ,and find out your kids have been abused ,and they are saying one is out of control ,,but she had been crippled for 4 yrs ,and suddenly healed ,
and now she was paying back everyone who had abused her too
You just want to be a part of their lives ,,but a jealous new husband says your using the kids to see the ex ,,and tells her you can't see your kids again ,,,but you have a bad back and a bad shoulder ,,but you know something has to be done
So you stuff all you own into a $500.00 car and move 3 states away ,,to a city no one wants you there ,,and fight for custody of your kids ,,and win ,,I can hardly take care of me
But in the next 3 days ,$12.000.00 shows up in your mail box
And your life will never be the same again
That all happened to me from Jan 1995 - Nov 1995
the whole story would blow your mind ,,,
I am no longer afraid to face things I am afraid of
fear is usually trying to stop me from being blessed
Its now my indicator ,,,Go for it
But I am humble ,,as quick as a door opens it can slam in your face ,,,I was just blessed to know to strike while I could ,and no one seen it coming
Now my ex and I are good friends ,,a lot can change in 24 yrs
Its hell to go from owning your own company and your successful ,,you get to live your dream ,your a star
And your health robs it all away and you loose your wife and end up homeless .and disabled ,,but in months I record an album and I
Find my kids I have not seen for 12 yrs ,,so you go to watch your oldest graduate high school ,and find out your kids have been abused ,and they are saying one is out of control ,,but she had been crippled for 4 yrs ,and suddenly healed ,
and now she was paying back everyone who had abused her too
You just want to be a part of their lives ,,but a jealous new husband says your using the kids to see the ex ,,and tells her you can't see your kids again ,,,but you have a bad back and a bad shoulder ,,but you know something has to be done
So you stuff all you own into a $500.00 car and move 3 states away ,,to a city no one wants you there ,,and fight for custody of your kids ,,and win ,,I can hardly take care of me
But in the next 3 days ,$12.000.00 shows up in your mail box
And your life will never be the same again
That all happened to me from Jan 1995 - Nov 1995
the whole story would blow your mind ,,,
I am no longer afraid to face things I am afraid of
fear is usually trying to stop me from being blessed
Its now my indicator ,,,Go for it
But I am humble ,,as quick as a door opens it can slam in your face ,,,I was just blessed to know to strike while I could ,and no one seen it coming
Now my ex and I are good friends ,,a lot can change in 24 yrs
