I can never comprehend how others find the will to live.
What's the point of all these for all there is now is suffering?
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rckt148 · 61-69, M
you have to live long enough to find out ,or not
the loss and the choice is up to whomever is willing to play the game called life ,
I wanted to quit when I lost my first wife and 3 kids to divorce ,again when my brother ended up with my girlfriend
Dad took me to another state and abandoned me ,he was so sure I would do a Cane on their precious little Able ,I was the one wronged twice ,1st by my Brother ,2nd by my Dad ,,
BUT because of them I met my second wife who was an angel ,exactly the woman I prayed for to the "T" ,but I could not let go of the pain I left behind ,and I was an addict ,
But EVERYTHING was going my way
A killer job working for millionaires during the day playing to sold out venues at night every weekend
I even got a little gig for Sunday where I got to pretend I was Jimmy Buffet ,,,but my back gave out ,how is unimportant ,I ended up crippled for the next year until I had major surgery on my 30th birthday ,,walked out of the hospital in 5 days was back on a job on day 9
Ended up doing a little poetic justice on someone who used me 7 yrs and then watched me lose everything I worked for with no sympathy at all ,,and then a tiny sliver of bone paralyzes my arm ,my wife leaves ,takes me for everything she can get ,and I end up homeless ,sleeping with hobo's and wineo's
But I meet someone who helps me again rise from the ash's
and I get to be a recording star ,,,find my kids and now I have a son ,and 6 grandkid who make life worth all the pain I have ever endured ,,and I have never told my life story in such a small book ,,,LOL
Moral of the story ,Able faked a back injury ,was awarded $170.000.00 ,3 days before his check arrived he killed himself
My home he lived in was paid for ,he found a way not to work again and was set and he killed himself ,,he had alway had it all ,and I was always starting over ,,is it now ironic
I ended up happy ,and he killed himself ,,
Such is the game of life
You don't know who wins until the end
Quitters always lose ,,oh ,and now I don't have to work either
the loss and the choice is up to whomever is willing to play the game called life ,
I wanted to quit when I lost my first wife and 3 kids to divorce ,again when my brother ended up with my girlfriend
Dad took me to another state and abandoned me ,he was so sure I would do a Cane on their precious little Able ,I was the one wronged twice ,1st by my Brother ,2nd by my Dad ,,
BUT because of them I met my second wife who was an angel ,exactly the woman I prayed for to the "T" ,but I could not let go of the pain I left behind ,and I was an addict ,
But EVERYTHING was going my way
A killer job working for millionaires during the day playing to sold out venues at night every weekend
I even got a little gig for Sunday where I got to pretend I was Jimmy Buffet ,,,but my back gave out ,how is unimportant ,I ended up crippled for the next year until I had major surgery on my 30th birthday ,,walked out of the hospital in 5 days was back on a job on day 9
Ended up doing a little poetic justice on someone who used me 7 yrs and then watched me lose everything I worked for with no sympathy at all ,,and then a tiny sliver of bone paralyzes my arm ,my wife leaves ,takes me for everything she can get ,and I end up homeless ,sleeping with hobo's and wineo's
But I meet someone who helps me again rise from the ash's
and I get to be a recording star ,,,find my kids and now I have a son ,and 6 grandkid who make life worth all the pain I have ever endured ,,and I have never told my life story in such a small book ,,,LOL
Moral of the story ,Able faked a back injury ,was awarded $170.000.00 ,3 days before his check arrived he killed himself
My home he lived in was paid for ,he found a way not to work again and was set and he killed himself ,,he had alway had it all ,and I was always starting over ,,is it now ironic
I ended up happy ,and he killed himself ,,
Such is the game of life
You don't know who wins until the end
Quitters always lose ,,oh ,and now I don't have to work either