I can never comprehend how others find the will to live.

@lulaluboo I can see myself doing that tbh but I know it wouldn't be good for and my psychiatrist would be really disappointed at me.

@lulaluboo that's right

@SaulGoodman Now I'm tempted.

@emereese shit dont let me fuck up your treatment lol

@emereese aw yeah dont let the psych down... but yes youre right its unhealthy and usually damaging to not only yourself but others. And your wallet.

But when you really would rather die than live those things might not matter i guess

@SaulGoodman naaah I'm off it for months already. After all my mom doesn't believe in that stuff and won't buy me meds #bestparentsever

@lulaluboo that's just prolonging the agony tho 😐

@emereese oh thats awful. Are you able to try for Medicaid? I have that, and even though I'm not in treatment if i was I would be able to get meds and everything for free.

@SaulGoodman I dont think we have that here. I have insurance but apparently the brain isn't part of the body since they don't cover psychiatric bills.