What is one thing you have done that you will regret for the rest of your life?

@jaymic64 yup me too

@DarkSideoftheMoon sorry. It’s not a good way to live.

@jaymic64 no but im happy being alone now. Glad i escape it.

@DarkSideoftheMoon lucky you. I made a promise and I’ll keep it. There is no love just responsibility. I miss having someone love me for being me. Not what I can provide.

@jaymic64 i love someone who has nothing to give me but love and thats all i need. They are out there

@DarkSideoftheMoon I keep thinking one day I will be free and I will find a woman that wants my love.

@jaymic64 aw true love is hard to find. For most of us

@DarkSideoftheMoon I’m thinking so. I wanted to experience it at least once in my life.

@jaymic64 how old are you

@DarkSideoftheMoon just turned 55 in February.

@jaymic64 oh. My mom is 55 and shes looking for love too. Maybe.... a match?

@DarkSideoftheMoon I’m trapped. Wish it was different.

@jaymic64 where? Where are u trapped? Tell me what you see!

@DarkSideoftheMoon it’s just the way life turns out sometimes. You build a life and the love fades. The responsibilities become so big and big events change your direction. It’s complicated and eventually you feel hopeless.

@jaymic64 god reminds me of my marriage with my ex husband. Glad i left. He was a monster and everything went to shit. I missed the feeling of being inlove and hated the hell it turned into. I can see where youre coming from. I had to break free

@DarkSideoftheMoon I almost did a year and a half ago. My oldest passed away. I am now raising my grandson. I almost escaped a horrible relationship. We had planned on separating but the rules changed.

@jaymic64 oh wow im so sorry. Thats rough. But cant you co parent like divorced couples do

@DarkSideoftheMoon I believe eventually it will come to that. I want more than a roommate.

@jaymic64 i hear ya

@DarkSideoftheMoon thanks for listening.

@jaymic64 no prob. Its a common situation

@DarkSideoftheMoon sad truth. I feel sad for anyone living a lie.

@jaymic64 once it got out that i was getting divorced it was astonishing how many people said im lucky to have gotten out of it early because a lottttt of married couples are miserable and dont leave for financial reason or kids or whatever.i was lucky to not have had children with him. But its so common.

@DarkSideoftheMoon it’s unfortunate but true.

@jaymic64 my suggestion is to talk to a lawyer and seek advice from them.