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What were you like when you were at your worst?

Curious.
A follow up question — are you better now, and if so, in what ways? X
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SW-User
I never defended myself or stuck up for myself. I had nothing at all because I didn’t ever know any different as a child and young adult. Not even clothing. I didnt take good care of myself. I was always very clean but that was all. I was drugged up on 8 different medications I never needed. Overweight and bloated from them although I was always starving and had anemia and malnutrition. I used to lose large chunks of time because of my DID. I was beaten up all the time by my exhusband. Etc.
Syktur · 26-30, M
@SW-User hopefully you’ve been able to cut all ties with your ex. That sounds like hell
SW-User
All thanks to my pedophile uncle and succubus mother.
I lost 130 pounds. No medication. :) Just vitamins. Im healthy. I exercise. I have my own space. Clothes. Whatever. I still struggle with mental health issues and low self esteem. Anxiety etc. I don’t blame myself for my abuse anymore. I like aspects of me. I’m fucked but way better than before.@Syktur