Suicide is on my mind

I have caused people a lot of pain especially those closest to me I can’t rewind time and these regrets are eating me up ..yes I got a troll name but I’m still someone with feelings.. I feel like if I killed myself it will finally bring justice to the pain Iv caused those people

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MaryJanine · 61-69, F

You say if you commit suicide, you will "bring justice to the pain". What about the pain you are going to cause anybody if you succeed in doing what you propose? How many people are you going to hurt? And just who?

Suicide is the COWARD'S way out. And, I have news for you - it doesn't always work, more often not than successful. If someone catches you before you expire, you could still be walking around with something wrong and knowing that once upon a time, you WERE NORMAL. Pills don't always work. Neither does poison or drowning. Hanging? You may be found and end up with an eternal rope burn scar.Shooting? You may be found and operated on to survive. Cut your wrists? Who's going to clean up the blood?

You are going to cause a lot of people a worse pain if you go this way. Trust me - who is going to identify your body? Take care of your funeral arrangements?(They don't bury people in hastily-dug holes anymore.) Do you have a will made out so whoever gets your possessions gets them? If you die intestate, the state will take whatever you have and your loved ones will get NOTHING to remember you by.

God is constantly redecorating. He doesn't have your room ready yet. Don't do what you are considering.