How do you feel when you are disappointing your parents?

How do you overcome it?

I tried to please my dad so hard but once I fall, I was labelled as failed.

No one wants to disappoint their parents but sometimes they pushed too much over the limit.

I'm not sure how does he see me now. He seems despise me.

I wanna leave him but, he is not healthy. He always got hospitalised.

I wanna look after him, but the words he projected to me like he wants me vanish.

I feel bad, angry and sad. I'm so messed up.

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SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

Do you believe in reincarnation?

Quicksilver87 · 26-30, M

@SimplyLogicalDiscipline no

SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

@Quicksilver87 that's why you are so emotional

Quicksilver87 · 26-30, M

@SimplyLogicalDiscipline What does reincarnation has something to do with this?

SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

@Quicksilver87 people who think yolo are the people who are attached to everything very emotionally, this is my family/dad/home

Quicksilver87 · 26-30, M

@SimplyLogicalDiscipline what about people who believes reincarnation?

How can you approve this theory the fact that yolo people more emotional compared to reincarnation believer people?

I still don't get the connection.

SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

@Quicksilver87 people who believe in reincarnation , this is not the only life, they understand this is my family in this life, next life someone else will be my mother/sister/father.

Sazzio · 36-40, M

@SimplyLogicalDiscipline I'd like to add, I believe in reincarnation. In my last life I did something horrible direct / indirect to a woman. This life? That woman's my mum and am paying for it via mum/ son toxic relationship. I love her but her venomous behaviour n toxic is horrid!

SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

@Sazzio Why did you do something bad to her 😡 I am referring to something different, I am referring to attachment with owns body and mind so forth

Sazzio · 36-40, M

@SimplyLogicalDiscipline I kinda detached myself by trying to impress mum but Karma's still there init?

SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

@Sazzio Detachment doesn't mean being bad to others 🙄