How to feel better mentally..?

So, I feel like I don’t want to do anything with my life. I know I’m lazy. I just really don’t care about anything. I didn’t ask to be here, so why should I have to work to contribute to society..? I know that’s probably a dumb outlook, but something I wrote last night I feel like sums up how I’m feeling:
Life at the moment is like a bad movie. I really want to leave, but I respect the people who created the movie and put so much work in it to leave. So therefore, I’ll stare at the screen, but I’ll put no effort in to change my experience. I’m also too scared to leave. What will other people think? Will I miss an amazing last-second plot twist that makes the ending amazing? That’s the only reason I’ve been sticking around at this show called life right now.

Does anyone have any advice? I just feel unmotivated and not passionate enough to care about anything/ anyone.

(I am aware I already posted this, but I didn’t get many responses.)

Underconstruction · F

Great post, I can relate with you in many aspects of my life.I wish I had an answer for you that would solve all your questions. The only thing I can tell you is to be honest with yourself , admit what you like,even if it is outside the box, it doesn´t matter if it doesn´t fit other people´s expectations and follow that path. Maybe then you can find the happiness you deserve.