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JoyfulSilence · 46-50, M
Math is cool.
I remember you.
I remember you.
TetrisGuy · 26-30, M
@JoyfulSilence As I do you.
JoyfulSilence · 46-50, M
@TetrisGuy I hope you have been well.
TetrisGuy · 26-30, M
@JoyfulSilence Oh god way too much has happened. Shitty stuff and good stuff. Mostly shitty stuff.
JoyfulSilence · 46-50, M
@TetrisGuy Oh, so sorry. Are you still in college?
TetrisGuy · 26-30, M
Yeah I am. But things are really difficult because my depression got really REALLY bad.
JoyfulSilence · 46-50, M
@TetrisGuy Oh, I am sorry about your depression. I hope you got some help, and that it is helping.
TetrisGuy · 26-30, M
@JoyfulSilence Unfortunately all the help I received didn't help for one reason.
It's because I have three issues that cannot be simultaneously treated without one or two of the other issues getting horrid.
ADHD, Bipolar/depression, and a ton of sleep issues.
ADHD meds make you awake and give you insomnia, sleep meds make you super sleepy and drag you through the day, and bipolar/depression tries to stabilize everything.
Treating any one of them makes at least one of the others unbearable and treating all three at once makes me a zombie.
The... the last 5 years of my life... they've been a blur. Aside from key moments I don't really remember much. It's why I rely on social media so much and why EP was so precious to me and how for like half an hour when I was digging for my EP backup (thankfully I found it), I was almost devastated because of how much I posted... I can't remember things well so I rely on social media to remember for me...
It's because I have three issues that cannot be simultaneously treated without one or two of the other issues getting horrid.
ADHD, Bipolar/depression, and a ton of sleep issues.
ADHD meds make you awake and give you insomnia, sleep meds make you super sleepy and drag you through the day, and bipolar/depression tries to stabilize everything.
Treating any one of them makes at least one of the others unbearable and treating all three at once makes me a zombie.
The... the last 5 years of my life... they've been a blur. Aside from key moments I don't really remember much. It's why I rely on social media so much and why EP was so precious to me and how for like half an hour when I was digging for my EP backup (thankfully I found it), I was almost devastated because of how much I posted... I can't remember things well so I rely on social media to remember for me...
JoyfulSilence · 46-50, M
TetrisGuy · 26-30, M
@JoyfulSilence I hope so too!