Every feel like you get screwed on everything no matter what?

So as far as I can remember I always get screwed. I go to college and my roommates sucked, one wouldn’t leave his room and talk to anyone and the other (who I shared a room with) never left the room and was loud and obnoxious. Turned out I hated college and I decided to enlist. Like I’ve wanted to do for years cuz I thought I’d love it. Joined the CG. Wanted any unit other than one of the larger cutters that leaves for 2 months every 2 months. Get exactly what I didn’t want. Then I spend all day everyday just cleaning the deck with the other nonrates. They tell me and the other new guy that that’s exactly what we do all day everyday when we go underway as well. I worked 6 days a week,
Twice a week I work 30 hours straight. Then in a group chat with other people I graduated boot with they always seem to get multiple days off a week or their getting cool ass jobs like cutter rescue swimmer. One girl in particular reported to her unit 4 days ago and was told she was going to be a rescue swimmer already. Then to top it all off none of the nonrates seem to really want to be friends with me and my roommate in my barracks literally doesn’t speak and goes to sleep at 7:30 every single night. It seems like no matter what I get screwed, it’s always been like this for me. It doesn’t seem like I’m actually meant to be happy in this world. Anyone else ever feel this way or always getting screwed in life?