Do you ever...

Want to be an elegant woman wearing only black and not expensive but classy jewellery. Wearing beautiful underwear and heels everyday. Not a lot but beautiful makeup and a simple but yet striking hairstyle everyday. I've been doing that and I feel amazing and somewhat goth (my daughter says I look like a vampire lol) I will never wear anything again that's not black and I will always wear nice perfume. Do you do this and if you do what does it make you feel like?