Meaning

Occasionally I watch on here people put up ideas that get taken away moments later

It's when it becomes personal they usually take them down (I respect that). The last question I responded to in that vein had to do with adults that let their children go (be orphaned or fostered - they are almost the same as too many fostered children are a result of children being born to parents unable to raise a child)

So I'll give my response this way. My father was a foster child. Surely he held challenges. How he died, in a way, is a product of that upbringing in his accident on a lake with no one else there. Maybe he felt a sadness I couldn't understand? Or upon his last breath when he couldn't swim, he was thinking of his wife and children (my Mum, me and siblings)

I cant know that moment. He had always been a good father to me. It's very sad for me he's gone, and all I can do is respect his upbringing and counter ingrained (socially/culturally) ideas he had to endure before I was even a sperm or egg, or a conception in his mind.

It's in my mind's eye, my hearts love there is ways for everyone to get along, I thank my father who fought some kind of war in his heart.