Random

I'm really shy and get bad social anxiety. My boyfriend took me to dinner with his flatmates who are also a couple. I started having a panic attack at the table where we were out. I found it hard to breathe, heart racing, didn't know where to look and what to say and it wasn't obvious at all (I do a really good job of hiding it) but my boyfriend could see it in my eyes. and he put his hand under the table for me to hold it. I held his hand and I could breathe again while he looked at me smiling with that caring smile😊 I'll never forget that❤️