You know what sucks?

When you hit rock bottom and have to resort to calling one of those fake call a psychic numbers just so you can tell yourself that in the end, it will all be ok. When you ring them up sobbing, pleading with them to tell you something, positive that will come up in your life, that's when you know things are bad.

For the record she didn't. My phone credit ran out after about 5 minutes. Amazing what you will do in life just to seek out a bit of comfort.