@Cgr1994 It's all choice my friend. I don't blame people for wanting out of this life, but I know it can be improved if you fight for it. Really the rest of the world matters shit. It's about what you build inside you.
@Cgr1994 stop asking why. You're just an animal in the world you were born in. I used to pray to god to kill me until I realized there is no god, I'm alive because this world is spinning and it isn't stopping because I feel like shit. Wont stop for you either. Nor anyone else.