Have you ever felt like life was trying to get you to go in a different direction?

If that makes any since. I just feel so stuck in the area that I live and the people that come with this area. I don't fit in, I don't belong, not even in my own family. I'm sitting here googling things to do a few cities over, and I'm finding a ton of stuff. Stuff I've never heard of, stuff that certainly isn't available in my city. I feel nervous because I feel like Life is trying to expand my world if that makes since. I'm nervous because I don't have anyone to come with me to certain places, especially big places where I'm afraid I may get lost or harmed by someone looking for a lone female to attack.