Have you ever felt like life was trying to get you to go in a different direction?

If that makes any since. I just feel so stuck in the area that I live and the people that come with this area. I don't fit in, I don't belong, not even in my own family. I'm sitting here googling things to do a few cities over, and I'm finding a ton of stuff. Stuff I've never heard of, stuff that certainly isn't available in my city. I feel nervous because I feel like Life is trying to expand my world if that makes since. I'm nervous because I don't have anyone to come with me to certain places, especially big places where I'm afraid I may get lost or harmed by someone looking for a lone female to attack.

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Socialclutz · 36-40, M

I don’t want to ever live in the city. Where I there is literally nothing to do unless you enjoy hunting and fishing or enjoy making your own fun. I enjoy fishing, can’t afford to buy hunting stuff and learn to do it, so I make my own fun. I could be doing some dubious stuff and still certain ppl in my area would prefer that to what I’m doing.

I don’t want to live where I am because I am constrained here.