Trying to numb the pain.

@Mcduck8982 yeah but then you end up in the psych ward

@SW-User haha I actually have been there for that reason.. ya know list to her guy. But like don't be no ones push over you ain't no ones bitch just let them know. I'd personally use violence but there's other ways I'm sure but I don't know them cause they ain't as fun and don't deliver a message quite like a fist does. Haha preference really

@Mcduck8982 It is the Violence I do not want to go back to...though in this situation the option of violence does not apply. Its the loss of the closest person to me.

@iMystery shit man, that sucks, I hope you're okay 💕

@iMystery oh brother my condolences, it know your gonna hear this bullshit a lot but it doesn't make it any less true "time heals all wounds" yeah it won't ever be the same or get any better. But it will get easier as time goes on. I speak from experience cause we are in the same boat my friend.

@Mcduck8982 No its not a death... But it feels the same.

@SW-User I'm trying to be OK.

@iMystery music bro listen to music that relates but with happy beats

@Mcduck8982 If I do that the songs just trigger memories if times we had together.

@iMystery make new memories man, don't even have to be with people. Me when I wanna blow my head off I jump to my hobby and it takes my pain away because I'm keeping myself occupied and hands busy ya know? Like what kinda stuff are you into?

@Mcduck8982 The hobby I had was always shared with the lost one. Not a good idea. It is nor as easy as making new memories if the one u lost was your own daughter.

@iMystery I can't relate to that man although I buried my cousin/bff when I was 14 dad was murdered, so I kinda know what it's like to lose someone.. but like your kid I could t imagine that bro I'm not even gonna try to relate cause I cannot. Just hope you find a way to be at ease.

@Mcduck8982 I like u man. Will talk again in PM.