I feel a bit down today.

And usually it's the same old "I'm lonely" "need an escape from this stupid 'auto pilot' life" "why am I not loved, blah blah blah" too overwhelmed to write a stupid paragraph on how much I'm hurting. So instead I'm just going to scream it out in one word.

"FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUIUUUCCCCCCKKKKK" *while resisting the urge to head butt a brick wall* and a second headbutt for thinking about using again.

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Cierzo · M

'auto pilot life', such a nasty feeling. In times like that I miss having a car, drive to a lonely place, and also scream my lungs out.

SW-User

@Cierzo its emotionally paralysing, but it doesn't hurt until you realise it. I have my spot where I scream out my lungs, I don't have a car either. My miki card is my wheels lol.