So i went to the Hypnotherapist yesterday ...
and since i got home, i felt light as a feather. He said i needed to find something to fill in that void that makes me so empty inside that i try to fill it with food. I have decided that i will fill it with me. people have lied about me my whole life. i have always been the best friend, the best human that i can possibly be. and it always came back and bit me on the butt. So screw everybody else. i will just work on me and if the world doesn't appreciate it, i don't think i care anymore...😛