I spent 4 hours on here.

I'm officially losing my shit. I can't drive, I can't buy anything, I cant hang with my friends cuz they live far away and without my drivers license I can't drive there. Lost my wallet 4 days ago and let me tell you just how much of a pain in the ass that is. I never realized how important that ID is until now. You see how badly I'm stuck to "the system"? I often wish I lived like the outdoors type of people. Living in the suburbs is boring when you have no money and only 2 friends that are just as busy as I should be right now. I'd call em up and have a couple beers or something but I can't cuz I don't have money and I hate being the guy that asks my homies to pay for my beer. I need some new hobbies, playing with action figures got old many years ago, I realized video games were a complete waste of my time unless playing with a friend, studying code is nearly impossible when I'm home. Pretty much I'm sicken tired of living in the suburbs. I wanna live by a beach or something, I wanna go see the rest of my country. I feel like I'm stuck inside Arizona.