I've gotten so good at ignoring ppl that I practically space out alot and live in my own head, only good thing that came outta that is my creativity and dignity. They like to mess with the righteous ppl who aren't with the darkness bs. I had to pray almost all throughout the night because I can sense negative vibes, and hear noises like someone broke into my place... it's all mine games at the end of the day, and they're gonna keep doing it, it's a matter of knowing how to deal with it, we will grow stronger nonetheless.
Yikes. My daughter has been swearing, for years that she cannot get health care, legal representation, or any other things she needs to survive, because she pnce dated a guy who was connected to a lot of very bad people who have people in all professions. I seriously believed that it was all just part of her Borderline Personality Disorder. It feels unreal, yet, her jawbones are slowly disintegrating, her teeth are dropping out with no cavities. She says its somethong on the house causing it. I actually think it dates bqck to the hexachlorophene that was on the prescription shampoo for her cradle cap when she was an infant. I used it for three years, before it was banned as a medicine. It was also in toothpaste and bar soaps and a lot of other personal care products.
I would take your daughter allegations into consideration. I understand your doubts. You may be working within the ideology that the world is still a safe and good place.
It has been my experience that has humans we need to hang on to this frame of thought. We do this to protect our mind from the hidden truth. The real truth and evil is to immensely horrific for most people.
I think from my perspective if I may be so bold to give you advice. I would take her accusations into consideration, and do your best to help her. If you can give her a least the comfort of your reassurance and belief she is not making up stories, it would be a consolation to her.
I do not believe that something you gave her has a baby would effect her health has adult. However I am not a doctor, so you may want to ask a professional if these are side effects of the medication.
However I want to add the obvious fact, she is unable to get medical attention. This should be a clear sign in my opinion that something or someone may be interfering. Basically stopping her from getting the health care she clearly needs.
When the establishment wants to make you suffer, they do not take you down immediately. They will use a slow kill method, a thousand small cuts until your body and mind no longer can take the pressure and pain. I apologize for my extreme opinion. I am just trying to make you think outside the box.
@littlefire333: oh, I have never told her that I thingk she's wrong. I have always believed that her beliefs are her truths. Her memories of her early childhood are completely different from mine or anyone else's, but her memories are her truth. I never call her a liar, or blame her psychological disorder for anything. I am the one person she trusts to take her seriously. And I do. I just thought that her bizarre statements were kind of out there because she really believes that every person who sees her, or even just people walking past her house, want her dead.
Feb. 10/17 2:09 am EST
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I´m so sorry...my best wishes to you, to get a way out soon. Some people simply shouldn´t be in this world. 😞
