I Have Been A Victim Of Gangstalking

I am a TI and life really sucks! Most of the time I lie to myself and tell myself it's not that bad, and there are worse things that can happen but I know that's b.s...and I am just lieing to myself hoping things will get better. By now I know they will not! I am probably going to have to deal with this for the rest of my life which is pretty depressing. All day long I am harassed by strangers, on the way to work, out shopping or just about every time I step outside my home. I have no friends and pretty much live in isolation most of the time. At home I am constantly being hit with EMF and haven't had a normal sleep pattern in about 2 years due to EMF and a constant ringing in my ears. I just do not understand why the hell someone would do this to me, I am just a normal simple person. No ties to any agency, never have I been a activist I have no criminal record NOTHING! I really feel like I am being cheated out of a normal life and it pisses me off sometimes. I couldn't tell you what normal is anymore because I haven't got a clue due to my abnormal circumstances. I think about death sometimes and how peaceful that reality would be for me. Life is completely hopeless and the world is full of evil in my opinion that's a fact! If you read this please do not say I am mentally ill or write any mean condescending comments. I will just ignore you. I really good at ignoring people, since I deal with gangstalking all day.Trust me I am a pro....anyway if anyone can relate reach out to me. It would be nice to communicate with anyone experiencing the same ill gotten fate.

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AkAtSUki · F

I've gotten so good at ignoring ppl that I practically space out alot and live in my own head, only good thing that came outta that is my creativity and dignity. They like to mess with the righteous ppl who aren't with the darkness bs. I had to pray almost all throughout the night because I can sense negative vibes, and hear noises like someone broke into my place... it's all mine games at the end of the day, and they're gonna keep doing it, it's a matter of knowing how to deal with it, we will grow stronger nonetheless.

FreestyleArt · 31-35, M

@AkAtSUki Pretty much like me holy shit O.O wellp I'm glad I'm not the only XD I'm sure if it's part of my Autism

AkAtSUki · F

@FreestyleArt lol i don't have anything like that, but I do have some autism tendencies lolol

Serenitree · F

Two questions. What is TI and what is EMF?

I tried googling them and what I learned wasn't the least bit helpful, because one is a tree and the other is electromotive force.

I hope you find the peace and goodness you're hoping for in your life.

PEACE

Feb. 18/17
4:45 am
EST.

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Serenitree · F

Yikes. My daughter has been swearing, for years that she cannot get health care, legal representation, or any other things she needs to survive, because she pnce dated a guy who was connected to a lot of very bad people who have people in all professions. I seriously believed that it was all just part of her Borderline Personality Disorder. It feels unreal, yet, her jawbones are slowly disintegrating, her teeth are dropping out with no cavities. She says its somethong on the house causing it. I actually think it dates bqck to the hexachlorophene that was on the prescription shampoo for her cradle cap when she was an infant. I used it for three years, before it was banned as a medicine. It was also in toothpaste and bar soaps and a lot of other personal care products.

Now I'm beginning to wonder.

Feb. 19/17
12:28
EST

littlefire333 · 56-60, F

I would take your daughter allegations into consideration. I understand your doubts. You may be working within the ideology that the world is still a safe and good place.

It has been my experience that has humans we need to hang on to this frame of thought. We do this to protect our mind from the hidden truth. The real truth and evil is to immensely horrific for most people.

I think from my perspective if I may be so bold to give you advice. I would take her accusations into consideration, and do your best to help her. If you can give her a least the comfort of your reassurance and belief she is not making up stories, it would be a consolation to her.

I do not believe that something you gave her has a baby would effect her health has adult. However I am not a doctor, so you may want to ask a professional if these are side effects of the medication.

However I want to add the obvious fact, she is unable to get medical attention. This should be a clear sign in my opinion that something or someone may be interfering. Basically stopping her from getting the health care she clearly needs.

When the establishment wants to make you suffer, they do not take you down immediately. They will use a slow kill method, a thousand small cuts until your body and mind no longer can take the pressure and pain. I apologize for my extreme opinion. I am just trying to make you think outside the box.

Serenitree · F

@littlefire333: oh, I have never told her that I thingk she's wrong. I have always believed that her beliefs are her truths. Her memories of her early childhood are completely different from mine or anyone else's, but her memories are her truth. I never call her a liar, or blame her psychological disorder for anything. I am the one person she trusts to take her seriously. And I do. I just thought that her bizarre statements were kind of out there because she really believes that every person who sees her, or even just people walking past her house, want her dead.

Feb. 10/17
2:09 am
EST

SW-User

I´m so sorry...my best wishes to you, to get a way out soon. Some people simply shouldn´t be in this world. 😞

littlefire333 · 56-60, F

Yes...thanks your right these people should not be in this world. Or at the very least stay the hell out of mine!

BemyValentine · F

Sorry.

littlefire333 · 56-60, F

TY..☮

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