I Am Being Gang Stalked

I am at a loss, for what my gang stalkers do to my local hospital and the hospital in the next town...They exploited me as a so called saint, then brought in a false prophet psychic to destroy my reputation, to all of the doctors and nurses....And I still haven't got a clue on what I should do....My heart breaks for those hospital staff all being exposed to satan, at the expense of my reputation....Lord all I can do is think save yourselves, because I can't save them, I don't even know how to save myself....There is so much to do and say but I've been left in the dark, while satan prevents these hospital staff from being saved. LORD SAVE THEM! This is my problem, I can't just go on and lead a normal life because they cause everyone to hate me. Its truly aweful and I surrender, yes I wish that I could come out of hiding and learn what to say, words that would prove satan a liar......All this time I have only been learning from my mistakes wondering if I'll ever make them again....Which I really don't want to....I want to change I really do, but greater than that I want the public to know the truth....But my shyness, and the satanic attack on my reputation and character are a huge deterrant, and to this day I don't know what to say or do. Plus I am a really slow learner, and I am incredibly shy and everybody has been briefed to hate me, I just want to break the mold and set things straight, if only I knew the word. Jesus teach me what to say, teach me to be done with my huming and hawing if I'm a hopeless romantic by nature and cause me to love them like a Christian to speak the truth boldly and to break the satanic corruption of the lies spread about me....To wake up from being an invidel and to be the saint and mother and wife that I was meant to be....Bold instead of shy...Innocent instead of being accused and lied about.....free and life saving, and through it all Lord bless the people around me.