Im kinda okay ig

I was uncomfortable with my dad. I don't know who should i talk to. I don't know what to do but whenever he try to touch me i felt uncomfortable. When i was 11 or maybe 12. My younger friend touch me Inappropriately. Ofc i didn't tell my parents, they'll probably wouldn't care and told me he was just playing around. But the main reason why i didn't tell nobody is being im uncomfortable to say it and im scared. Back then grade 1 one of the boy grab my 🍒, i let him be because i didn't know that was wrong, and when i was younger i have a big 🍒, it was big for a little girl. I was chubby and my 🍒 was big too. So he kept doing until our teacher found out about him and ask him nicely to stop touching my private parts. Ofc he was only a kid and i was a kid too but that memory still haunts me till this day. I was probably 6. Since then im afraid to run because of my 🍒. I was always uncomfortable having a big 🍒 and i wish i don't have them so i can freely run and play with my friends without worrying.