I Hate Seeing Shootings Happen At Schools

@TheGoodGuy no, just a small fraction. But to me a death is a death..

@Deadcutie would you feel the same way if it was your child? Or would murder be different from natural causes?

@TheGoodGuy most likely no, but the fact is, they are not my children, I don't know them, and they are objects to me, just like any other corpse I see

@Deadcutie hmmm, do u generally lack empathy or is it just with people you dont know? If someone you love is hurt do you hurt?

@TheGoodGuy i don't think it's a lack of empathy per say, as a necrophile, I see them as objects of interest and my sadomasochist desires compartmentalized it so I'm clinically calloused.. much like how the CSI and morgue personnel have to do to examine them.
Infact, it makes me wet imagining them laying there being examined, because I know the crimescene processes and what is done

@Deadcutie i understand what you're saying, i guess you have a different way of looking at it as oppose to someone who doesnt have those desires

@TheGoodGuy you are the first to get it.. I do not wish anyone dead , but they did die.. there is no point in me getting angry at a situation that won't change or people I'll never know except the pictures I see in a autopsy report.. they are dead and all the empathy in the world will no longer help them.

@Deadcutie very wise.

@Deadcutie i guess its coz i know u a little bit, and also id prefer to understand you then just judge you on a little snippet of information. I totally get it - my understanding is that you are desensitized to death and see it as a "matter of fact" and dont have the emotions a "normal" person would have. Add your sadomasochist and necrophile characteristics to this and not only do you see it as a matter of fact but it actually arouses you.

Now, i know for a fact you're a smart chick, so u must know that anyone who doesnt know u and reads a post like this is gonna be like "what the f", i probably would too if anyone else wrote it, off the bat it seems very insensitive - but i understand, you're just stating facts. Its a good job i know you :)

@TheGoodGuy well like every attention whore on here, my masochist side does get a rise at the disgust some show.. though I try to be truthful in my statement without being to overly disgusting about it.. I could describe the intimate details, but I don't..