When was the last time you were silenced? What were you talking about?

I got dissed off the phone by my S.O.'s brother. The S.O just passed. The brother was mourning his death and he resented the fact that I am not able to live now, too poor unconnected and un-resourced. No family of my own and no way to earn anything, its a karma kind of thing. Its way beyond loneliness, but YOU dont wanna feel/experience this ever.

So he left me more alone. I made him anxious. He can share his anxiety with his nice family and wife and extended fam. though.

Its a moral world. Losers cant survive, they must be outed identified and then eliminated... That way the winners thrive. Even in nice families.