"Im fine" isn't..always true
You guys gotta understand I'm not fine. Hints are not really my thing to do, I don't want anyone to worry. Sooo I have depression and I'm autistic so I don't rlly fit in..
Aside from that my brother just assaulted me, and wished I never existed or have been given birth to. "Oh yeah I'm fine" is NEVER true..
Just check on me every decade and i'll still love you. I Hate my life and I'm thinking of jumping off my balcony cuz..I'm the problem duh. Nothing makes me more happy than seeing @suzaies tho.
My family is REALLY abusive, and I mean like... for example:
When someone makes a teeny tiny scratch on u its called abuse, but when someone punches me, makes my WHOLE arm red, that's called "teasing"? I don't know if I should talk anymore, live, and I feel like school is so hard for me already so I just don't know if I'm worth it for getting a shot at being a paleontologist/scientist..heh. I wont care if you guys love me because you SAY you do but I don't FEEL like you do. help me pay for online therapy, please? If you guys want the link for my account of selling art, or at LEAST follow me it would be so much to be happy for!!
Next topic: (kinda heartbreaking)
So uh my sister doesnt want me to be friends with boys but I'm friends with someone named "Ducky" which who is my LITERAL ONLINE THERAPY, I don't know how I survived without him before meeting him..
He's so thoughtful, he's kind, and most importantly he makes me feel comfortable aside from the fact that we have opposite gender ☺
I rlly like him (as a brother) so so so much but dw I luv u too @suzaies<33
#JusticeForDucky
#JusticeForSuzaies |
Bye and sorry if this was too long :,<
Aside from that my brother just assaulted me, and wished I never existed or have been given birth to. "Oh yeah I'm fine" is NEVER true..
Just check on me every decade and i'll still love you. I Hate my life and I'm thinking of jumping off my balcony cuz..I'm the problem duh. Nothing makes me more happy than seeing @suzaies tho.
My family is REALLY abusive, and I mean like... for example:
When someone makes a teeny tiny scratch on u its called abuse, but when someone punches me, makes my WHOLE arm red, that's called "teasing"? I don't know if I should talk anymore, live, and I feel like school is so hard for me already so I just don't know if I'm worth it for getting a shot at being a paleontologist/scientist..heh. I wont care if you guys love me because you SAY you do but I don't FEEL like you do. help me pay for online therapy, please? If you guys want the link for my account of selling art, or at LEAST follow me it would be so much to be happy for!!
Next topic: (kinda heartbreaking)
So uh my sister doesnt want me to be friends with boys but I'm friends with someone named "Ducky" which who is my LITERAL ONLINE THERAPY, I don't know how I survived without him before meeting him..
He's so thoughtful, he's kind, and most importantly he makes me feel comfortable aside from the fact that we have opposite gender ☺
I rlly like him (as a brother) so so so much but dw I luv u too @suzaies<33
#JusticeForDucky
#JusticeForSuzaies |
Bye and sorry if this was too long :,<
13-15, F
