I Hate Child Abuse

People don’t realize that when you are raped as a child you become a doll. You never know what anyone wants with you. You can’t trust easily. Especially people who know you’re hurt and behave in a creepy way.
I love you doesn’t mean I love you when it suits me. It means loyalty and I love you poor, hurt, battered. Its not just be a doll its I’m in love with you and respect you and care how you feel . I want to be with you all the time, protect you. Unconditionally. It’s why I feel so alien in the world. I’m genuine and noble and protective. Ride or die.
Despite all my abuse made me lose I know how to love.

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Holdmyheart · 36-40, F

I can relate to this. It can sometimes be hard to understand boundaries in the way that other people do.

We don't share ourselves early but when we do ... we are giving all of us, in that alone is an awful lot of trust