I Hate Child Abuse

People don’t realize that when you are raped as a child you become a doll. You never know what anyone wants with you. You can’t trust easily. Especially people who know you’re hurt and behave in a creepy way.
I love you doesn’t mean I love you when it suits me. It means loyalty and I love you poor, hurt, battered. Its not just be a doll its I’m in love with you and respect you and care how you feel . I want to be with you all the time, protect you. Unconditionally. It’s why I feel so alien in the world. I’m genuine and noble and protective. Ride or die.
Despite all my abuse made me lose I know how to love.