Blessed is ME when men shall hate ME, and when they shall separate ME from their company, and shall reproach ME, and cast out MY name as evil,

If reading the Word and seeing myself in it is ‘the devil talking,’ then maybe you’ve forgotten who the Word was written for. I don’t need your permission to hear God speak—I just need ears to listen. So unless you’ve got something more than recycled accusations, I suggest you step aside and let the Spirit do its work