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Anon270823 you should say your shahadah often. We say it multiple times a day if we guard our salaat
And if you fear death, just work and prepare for it. There is nothing to fear, sister. Allah is the Most Merciful. To return to His Hands is a happy thing for those who prepare for it and we should do so having passed the test of this life. So keep saying the shahadah amd may Allah grant you ease in your nights and ease your worries. Ameen.