Is he in control

Firstly apart the ignorant Islam if understood probably and not by people who have little knowledge you will realise that Allah SWT is the creator of the universe and everything in it. Just to educate the people who claim Islam will send you to hell such an accusation is not founded in any religion even Christianity. To be disrespectful is not found in any of the original manuscript of theological behaviour. As for the question firstly relying on Allah SWT to give wealth and find a job is the wrong approach Allah SWT give you the ability of choice and through choice you have the ability to make decisions. In Islam wealth is not considered as important in fact the harder the struggle the better it is for that person. To be feeling this way over money show you rely on it, maybe try not to rely on it, seek a new path and be greatfull for what you have, don’t look up at thoughts with money with envy look down to though that have less than you with humbleness, love and empathy, don’t see your struggles as negative and in time you will see a light show you a way. How can you ask Allah SWT to believe in you if you don’t believe in your self.