I Fell In Love With Somone I Met Online

I met her on here , she was dominant , beautiful, caring , strong, understanding and a huge turn on. We talked for hours , sexual and non sexual stuff. I’m very submissive and she loved that. She had dark fantasies and I felt comfortable sharing mine with her. I was going to save up and fly to America to meet her and she thought that was a great idea. She loved me and I loved her. She said she wanted me all to herself. I was serious about going to meet her one day. But a few months later she came out of work and messaged me then said I’m going to be driving home now so I can’t answer until I get home. I said ok see you later. And after that I never heard from her again. I kept messaging her , I was full of anxiety, she never came back online. She had been gone for months now. Say about three months. But I keep looking out for her email even though I never get it. I don’t have her email adress but she has mine. I keep looking at her profile waiting for her return but she still hasn’t came back even after sending her messages and gifts. And I loved her with all my heart but she was taken away from me. I miss you Sarah. Maybe one day we might be together even if that’s only as Freinds.