I Fell In Love With Someone I Met Online
I never thought I would be the kind of person who fall in love with a girl I met online. But you know how life works...
I met her almost two year ago, one year 10months to be exact, not that I'm counting. She was not looking for relationship at the time, and I just stumbled into ep by curiosity. She was married and I was questioning my sexuality.
We got to talking and it was all fun and game at first. But the conversations got longer and frequent. The words got deeper. And somehow, it almost feels like we're dating. They way she made me feel, the way she talks and shares her feelings.
I was slowly falling for her, no matter how hard I tried to push her away, not only because she was married to another guy, but because she's a girl and we're 9000miles apart.
It feels so right and so wrong at the same time. And I just can't help it because she's the first person that made me feel. I was empty and alone before.
We were happy together, she got divorced and we got to meet. It was the best time of life. And I know I could never find anyone like her. She had changed me, the way I think, feel, see or even judge.
But I guess some people just not meant to be together. The distance was too much and we're practically leading a different lives. To be together would mean one of us sacrificing the life we had to be with the other.
But I would be crazy to say that I didn't miss her. Missing the way she made me feel. Missing all the talks. Missing all of her entirely.
I met her almost two year ago, one year 10months to be exact, not that I'm counting. She was not looking for relationship at the time, and I just stumbled into ep by curiosity. She was married and I was questioning my sexuality.
We got to talking and it was all fun and game at first. But the conversations got longer and frequent. The words got deeper. And somehow, it almost feels like we're dating. They way she made me feel, the way she talks and shares her feelings.
I was slowly falling for her, no matter how hard I tried to push her away, not only because she was married to another guy, but because she's a girl and we're 9000miles apart.
It feels so right and so wrong at the same time. And I just can't help it because she's the first person that made me feel. I was empty and alone before.
We were happy together, she got divorced and we got to meet. It was the best time of life. And I know I could never find anyone like her. She had changed me, the way I think, feel, see or even judge.
But I guess some people just not meant to be together. The distance was too much and we're practically leading a different lives. To be together would mean one of us sacrificing the life we had to be with the other.
But I would be crazy to say that I didn't miss her. Missing the way she made me feel. Missing all the talks. Missing all of her entirely.
31-35, F
